I am 18 years old and I have been with my fiance for three years. I love him very much but i lost my virginity to him and now my curiosity is sneaking up on me. I am currently crushing on another guy and I am really into him. I find myself thinking about my crush more than my fiance. I am afraid that I will eventually want to know how other guys are in bed and if I wait til we get married i think it will be much worse but i dont know. I am just so confused. Help me!!

You had better wait till you get married and go out and have fun. Get laid as much as you want and experience everything once. No matter
how wierd. Just don't be victimized, be in charge of your own person. Give yourself as much room to grow and more. You will need it.